A Beacon of Light in Sorrow

I can barely see the light even though I know it’s there.

I don’t feel the light's warm rays.

I can’t see my hand in front of me or the path below me.

I can’t read the Map to direct my steps.

I feel lost and trapped in a giant void.

My mind is empty, yet cluttered.

My heart is broken, yet full.

Jesus is a beacon of light. He is the Light of the world.

I know that whoever follows Him will never walk in darkness, but will have the light of life. However, darkness does enter my life at times and causes temporary spiritual cataracts.

I seem to get blinded to His ways and His plans.

I look past "what is” and envision my unanswered prayer tossed aside.

I don't understand all of His answers or His ways but I’m not supposed to, because no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God.

I know He hears and answers prayers.

I trust Him and still have my faith.

I know He sees the past, present and the future, and that He still has all things in His hands.

However, my lighthouse Light gets blurred from tears, at times.

I will continue to praise God in the midnight hour and allow His joy and peace to fill my broken heart.

I will continue to pray in faith believing and waiting for His plans to unfold whatever comes.

My God is good all the time! All the time God is good!!!

Lord from sorrows deep I call (Psalm 42)

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